The public and overflowing recycle bins are… Ok.

I drink a lot. That’s the only way I make it through life… had a bad childhood getting screamed at by my mom that ended… but was never really fixed/addressed.

Lemme say if you feel self-conscious about putting that recycle bin out to the curb it may be an abstract way of realizing too much is too much, but that’s a personal decision.

In my case I always hope someone will reach out to me if they notice it, and fix my life from the inside-out.

I’m depending on the public for some kind of assistance… you know… that “public” that is so much more mature and grown-up than I am?

So far they’ve been as afraid to “take on” my mom as I was.

You’re better than me… more mature… not a prude… not a walking turnoff of a person devoid of any and all things romantic… but have no input to offer to me in my “personal,” mountain-out-of-molehill dilemma?



Royal Chickenpox

So, two KC Royals have the chickenpox, and have been quarantined.

‘Will miss weeks.’

Lol I had to go to school with the pox for several days.

These spots started appearing, coinciding with (1) another classmate having had them and (2) me visiting my dad over the weekend.

I complain to my mom, and she goes, “They’re just bug bites from your dad’s. You’re going to school.”

They multiply over a few days and my energy gets REALLY low and I complain again and show her and “THEY’RE JUST BUG BITES FROM YOUR FILTHY DAD’S HOUSE YOU’RE GOING TO SCHOOL!”

They multiply again and I show my stepdad…

“THAT’S chickenpox.”

This was after several days of having to go to school and grueling gym activities and everything… including woodshop.

These players can’t just tough it out and play some baseball?


Asians Hate Each Other


Finally got rid of the high-pitched default intro, “Hello, world!”

Yeah, no.

Asians hate other Asians. Non-Asians hate Asians. Asians compete with other Asians. Other Asians rub their hands in satisfaction when their own struggles.

I remember a guy at a soccer game mostly organized by my supposed friends blatantly making racial remarks to me. My “friends” didn’t intervene. They cowered in fear and let our “friendship” end that day with their ineptitude and inaction. They were as afraid as an Asian would be! They didn’t stand up to this guy, even though he was of the same race as them. Talk about not caring about a conflict of interest and taking a juicy dump on friendship, if it was even there to begin with.

“You know, Spock, everyone is human.”

“I find that remark… insulting…”

Everyone is Asian.

Here is my blog.

Here is the tone, set.